This last day of the year, always has huge import for me…I feel like a child, waiting for Christmas morning, to see what the new year will bring. There have been many miracles this year…honest-to-God miracles.
I saved my own life, just by being aware of my body, telling me there was something going wrong. I published two books, I had not expected to really do…difficult and costly, but worth it. They are books dear to my heart, and now they are out there, with many more to come.
I survived an illness of the heart, that wasn’t physical (although at times it felt that way),and learned more about myself, once again. I have spent this life as a seeker of the truth…my truth – and that has often been very difficult, but it is my life’s journey, so I continue to walk it.
I ended this year, by beginning a practice I did the years of 1987-1988, meditating on three symbols of Pythagoras: A circle with a dot in the center, an equal-sided cross and an Isosceles triangle. You meditate (eyes open) on the symbol, for as long as you can, then close your eyes, and see the negative image on the inside of your eyelid. You do this for 5 min. on each symbol, alternating eyes open/eyes closed. The symbols have powerful meanings…for each of us, not necessarily the same, but this practice changes you, profoundly. I did it every day for two years, when I first began this “conscious” spiritual journey. So….whether 2012 is the end of the world or not, this is a new beginning for me…once again. Blessed New Year to you all.